Because they know someone’s gonna come & say ”Shut up, you know you are”. But some girls say they’re not pretty not because they’re looking for attention but because that’s how they feel. They compare themselves & see what others don’t. We see someone beautiful, but they see stretch marks, gut hanging out, small bodily features that wouldn’t catch the average guy’s eye. That’s why some girls can’t take a compliment, they feel like they don’t deserve it.
Whether it’s for the better or worse, you just have to learn to deal with it. I know it hurts sometimes when you tried so hard to make things work, and it didn’t. But trust me, there’s a meaning behind everything. Whether it’s the right time with the wrong person, or the wrong time with the right one, eventually things will fall into place, and you’ll be happy why it never worked out with the wrong ones.
Restart my whole life, and start fresh. I wanna apply the lessons I learned so I wouldn’t have to feel the pain and disappointment I’ve went through in the past. No one would know anything about me, so I would have the chance to make the impression I would want people to remember. I would know who to talk to, and who to let into my life. I guess just a way to redo mistakes, but then again why would I want a perfect life?
Now that I’m older I want to go back. I want to go back and enjoy being a little kid again. I want to go back and have recess and free time. I want to go back and see all my family members who have left my life. I want to go to school with a real smile on my face than a fake one that I have on now. I just want to be a little kid again and be fearless.